Non-Fiction..

"Sometimes, a lie can be the greatest truth you'll ever hear."
-Robin Tey

In complete honesty where I stand today..
I have absolutely no clue where I am..
Where I was ..
Or..
Even, where I am going..
I just know that things seem so much different now..
So much more real..
The reality that I have to make something of myself..
The reality that one day I have to be someone..
And, that the time is drawing closer..
But even now as I am..
I have nothing to show for it..
And no one to show it to..

This is my reality..
My non-fiction..
My truth..
For every path I could of taken in life..
It's true that I'm not walking the worse of paths..
Perhaps, I have my absurd levels of self-control to thank for that..
Or perhaps, my hate for human characteristics..
I just know, that for all the wants of abandoning all my work..
Abandoning all those in my life..
For the little numbers they exist in..
I still have no true direction in life..
I still have no true individual that I can confide in..
I still have no true self to show..
I still have no truth.
I am simply an embodiment of lies.
Lies for me..
Lies for you..
Lies for us..
Lies for them..
Lies for all..

I am a liar at heart...