'New' Continuation..

I never imagined that I would be able to carry it on..
So successfully..
So smoothly..
So swiftly..
But I have.. And I will continue to do so from here on out..

Seeing the same faces I saw just three days ago..
And, only a small quantity of them..
It became even more obvious to me that I have changed..
I found myself talking instead of listening..
I found myself trusting instead of being trusted..
Saying things I never would of normally..
Even if it was something so small..
So miniscule.. And admittedly probably never even picked up on..
Even if it was too disguised to acknowledge..
I said it..
And, I know it wasn't an accident that I did..
This 'new' feeling that's running away..
I will keep chasing it.

Today, despite the monetary costs just for food..
I had a lot of laughs.. It.. Was fun.