New..

Four times.. In a row.. I've been the four balls each time with different faces..
Happy faces.. People greeting.. People meeting..
And I did the same..
Sitting in a table with the same people that I will be seeing in one day..
Getting to know them better..
I can't help but feel that meeting these new faces.. I feel a little bit different.
I mean I always knew these people existed..
But I don't know why..
I don't know how..
And I can't put my finger on it..
But just talking to these people I can't help but feel..
Something is supposed to change from today onwards..
Seeing these happy faces..
These people saying the same about my own (happy) face..
I don't understand this feeling..
But I know I haven't felt like this for so long..
If I ever have even felt like this for a while..
Being remembered.. I guess for now we can call it that.
New as it is..
I know I don't want to let this feeling slip me by.
Perhaps it's an opportunity with only 41 days to go.
Like I used to always say..
Back when I meant it.
Go with the flow.
No consequences..
No repercussions..
Just the flow.
Like the summer days of days long past.
New feeling..