Test..

I have only a few days left..
Of the the so called 'best days' of my life..
And yet I just think I wasted it completely..
It's kinda sad in a way..
Even I can admit it..
And all I have to show is regret after regret after regret..
And, I don't even know why..
I gave my best to everyone in my life..
I gave my all in all that I tried to do..
But, I suppose it's maybe it cause I never gave myself the best?..
Unfortunately though.. With so little time left..
I'll never have the chance to catch up..
I'll never have to chance to know..
I'll only ever feel the regret of my young life forever to come.
But.. No tears for.. At least 48 days..
It's too bad those 48 days have to include the 30th..
But, I know I have to make it just to test myself.. That much is true.