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Today.. Was a day unlike most that I've had before me..
The time of the moment was short.. But the time of the moment was needed..
It's been a long time since I've gotten to talk to this person like this..
And, I had fun.
I said things I expected to say..
I said things I didn't expect to say..
The person said things I expected to hear..
And, things I of course didn't..
But, regardless the middle ground.. Words were exchanged that was probably needed.
Truth be told.. There was so much more I probably should of said..
But, knowing that happiness was something the person had found..
I left it at what I did no matter what I regret saying or regret not saying..
What I don't regret is letting the person's smile stay despite my personal wishes of speech.
But.. I've got to say.. It was pretty unexpected that I actually had to fight tears..
I expected that tears had run dry..
But let's hope that nights embrace kept my battle of tears hidden..
This was the closest that I've come to crying in .. 304 days.. Too close..
But I managed..
I'm glad.. If you ever read this one day..
Thank you.. For you.
For everything that happened.. Up until now you were hands down the best part of my life.

6 days.