Remember..

Memories come and gone..
But, I never should have let myself forget this.
We go through life assigning ourselves dreams, ambitions..
A destination to reach.. Something to attain..
All before our time is up..
Keeping up with mortality because we have no choice but to.
Forced conditions that constantly remind us to live life.
Forced conditions that give us a reason to live life so beautifully.

My dream has always been clear in mind.. For as long as I can remember now.
The older I grow.. The less memories I'll be able to hold onto.
But, the older I grow.. The more important my memories will become..
Selecting the ones that mean the most to me..
But.. To let myself forget this.. It's something I can never repeat.

Not too long ago.. I once jumped off a cliff I never thought I would even stand on to begin with..
And during that time.. I revisited my past..
Something I was convinced I would never have to think about again.
But.. The past makes us who we are.. And, there is no need to ever run from it..

Why are you this way?
Why do you try so hard?
Can you live like this forever?
Why are you so selfless?
Why?
Questions asked over and over again by those around me..
But, I always lacked one important feature.. The answer.
This was something I always had in the past..
But, the harder I chased the dream.. The more it consumed me..
And, the more it will continue to..
But.. As long as I remember why I'm fighting to keep this dream it won't matter..

Humanity has lived on this planet for the shortest time of them all..
And yet, we've evolved the fastest in more ways than one..
Evolution has always been our main concern..
The fastest path to the top.
Regardless of the stepping stones along the way.
Regardless of the sacrifices along the way..
But, that is unacceptable in my way of life.
The reason I fight so hard is because.. Of heart.
In search of heart I found care.. Belonging.. Understanding.. Trust.. Belief..
Things I will always desire deep down as long as I live.
But.. Because I am born the way that I am.. I too understand that this is something everyone wants..
Something that everyone will search for.
And it's something I will give..
I care about those around me.. More than people will ever realize..
A life is precious..
No matter what a person has done..
No matter what they will do..
Everyone.. And, I mean everyone deserves the right to live.
I care for every living thing around me..
And, I will remind people about the truth of what a friendship is capable of..
I will be that one person for everyone.
So everyone will always feel cared for..

If you need me.. Come find me.
If you need me.. Let me find you.
Either way.. You're not alone.

There is nothing in this world that will change my mind.. Or my heart.
No force strong enough to reshape my way of life..
No burden too heavy..
Nothing is impossible when you know why..
When you have heart..
I will show you my conviction of heart.
My true resolve.

I care at heart.