The Abyss.

I.. Finally managed to take the jump.
Maybe it was wrong to..
Or, maybe it was right..
But I'll never know without letting myself walk to the future.
Maybe I'll think differently..
Maybe I won't.
All I know is that, this will stand here as proof.

Today, many things were made clear to me..
Today, many things changed for me..
Just as I have in my short lifetime.
But..
It's also just as clear to me that things could be a lot more different.
Ever since walking this road..
There has, and only will ever be two roads I could have walked to bring me here.
And, I know that deep down without a doubt.. That this one here is the one I should be on.

Life.. Is perfect.
Family is perfect..
Never have I met individuals in my lifetime that were willing to do so much for more..
The individuals I call family..
Friends is perfect..
Never have I met individuals willing to entrust me with their heaviest burdens..
The individuals I call friends..

What my minds can see.. My eyes can not.
What I understand.. My heart can not.

But.. Something I'll never forget no matter what happens in this life..
For the very thing I despise the most in life..
I'll give my all..
Regardless of repercussions..
I will take everything life has to throw at me without hesitation..
For the sake of this one thing.
This one thing that fills the Earth so infinitely..
My Earth.. Our Earth.

I've been gifted with heart of will.. And, will of heart.
I've been cursed with heart of will.. And, will of heart.
I've been trusted with burdens..
I've been burdened with trust..
I've been weakened by strength..
and.. I've been strengthened by weakness..
I'm starting to understand a little bit more why this is true..
Why this is.
My personal purpose in life.
Everyone has one.. And, everyone chooses their own.
This.. Is the one I have decided on.

Not everyone will agree with my decision.
But, this is worth it.
Worth whatever comes my way..
Worth whatever sacrifice I must make as long as it is mine alone.
I will be strong.