Satisfaction..

A good life can be measured by the true smiles you execute in life..
Despite the cynical status that this statement my express..
I have discovered great difficult in understanding how to express a true smile..
Through life I have always decorated my face with a smile..
Because I had to..
There was once a time where it was because I knew how to..
Because I wanted to..
But that soon escaped through my fingertips..
For a time too long..
And now..
Looking at the way things stand..
Seeing the people in my life now for who they are..
Isn't it wrong for me to say that I haven't not smiled truly at least once..
Once for each of these individuals who now know my secret?..
Once for each of these individuals who desire to help me?..
As things stand..
I find great satisfaction..
Although it is true step forward..
Isn't it wrong that I put it this way?..