Limits..

If nothing else..
I would never run..
I could never run..
I would never weaken..
I could never weaken..
All that I could do was eradicate this one thing.
Limitation..
To beat it..
To surpass it..
With only self-loathe as my single motivation..
The self-loathe bathed in the weakness that is me..
This would be my prize possession..
What I could boast of.
What I could share to the world..
That in the surface world.. I shared no such trait..
I shared no limitations like those around me..
But for all that I have accomplished..
And for how far I have come..
One limitation that sets a golden law will always best all that I am..
The limitation of my human self..
Being human.
My greatest loathe..

Today, I was told only one thing.
"robin, you have limits"
I taught myself to never believe the truth of this..
A lesson that was once possible..
A lesson that spoke of truth..
When those surrounding me could see none..
When those surrounding me could only see my efforts..
To those close and far..
These were my offers..
Limitless in existence.
But never could I expect to hear of the truth of my limitations...
Not this early.
Maybe, I was never capable of coming this far at all..
Maybe, I was living simply on a string of fortunate miracles..
Possibly only by a string of impossible luck.
All I know is that..
For the limitations that I have hidden to become visual..
I carry only another failure..
Another..
Limitation.